by jencrego on February 6, 2010
in Injuries
Finally, surgery is a go! After a week and a half of waiting, my insurance company approved the TOPAZ surgery for my achilles tendinosis. My doctor warned me that sometimes insurance won’t cover it, so we’ve been in complete limbo waiting for their decision. If they weren’t going to cover TOPAZ, I would be discussing traditional achilles surgery, which isn’t ideal at all. Thankfully, that’s not the direction we have to go.
So my pre-op is Monday, 2/15 and surgery is 7:30 am Wednesday, 2/17. You’d think after struggling with this achilles for so long I’d be excited. And I am, but I’m also having huge amounts of doubt. Since I haven’t been running, my achilles is more bothersome than painful. What if my achilles isn’t really that bad? What if surgery makes it worse? What if I’m just being a wimp? What if it it fixes my achilles, but the heel pain comes back? What if my right achilles has the same problem down the road? What if, what if, what if…
I know this will sound absurd to some, but I think I need to go for a run. Yes, I know it will hurt. That’s the point. If I run and I am reminded of the extreme pain that accompanies it, I will feel validated. Then I can easily proceed with the surgery without all this doubt. Running to remind myself that it hurts really bad might not be the best decision that I’ve ever made, but I have a whole slew of bad decisions on my record and this is far from the worst.
Now I have to go into preparation mode. I think I’ll only be away from work for a day or two, but I’ll be on crutches for a while too and as I saw a friend of mine on crutches last year, nothing is easy when you’re hobbling around with sticks in your armpits. Major grocery shopping, clean the house, get caught up at work, get as much homework done as possible – I have a lot to do in the next week and a half. I know I’m not the only one who goes into hyper-planning when things like this come up, right? How do you prepare?
by jencrego on January 29, 2010
in General
I finally made the jump to Thesis. Unfortunately, I’m out of time this morning. There really isn’t enough time in the day! So please excuse the default images and everything else that makes it obvious this blog isn’t complete right now, but please come back soon to see the new look of You Mother Runner.
by jencrego on January 24, 2010
in General
My friend Amber and her husband Abdias have family in Port Au Price, Haiti. When the earthquake hit, I watched Amber’s Facebook posts in hopeful anticipation. I’d see new posts, no news, but a fearful plea for God to protect her family. I admit, I have burst into tears several times over the tragic news of Haiti and specifically Amber’s posts. I can’t imagine what it would be like to have to wait to hear if my loved ones were safe or not. And I can tell you, Amber didn’t just “sit and wait.” She has been very busy, helping to spread the word about where to find information about family, she helped people get minutes on their phones, she’s helped countless people from afar.
Once she heard their family members were alive, there was a huge sigh of relief, but unfortunately, there is still much to be concerned with. Her family, five sisters – Anne, Ruth, Esther, Nahomie, and Rochellane – plus their five daughters, are currently living in a tent city with about 200 other people. They are surviving on the food provided by aid agencies, but it is a fragile situation. Amber tells me about heart wrenching phone calls from the the girls, begging to get them out of Haiti.
Amber and Abdias have decided to file for Emergency Visas, but it’s not easy and it will be expensive to get the girls safely to the Pacific Northwest. The Visas are $305 each and airfare, although it varies until it’s time to purchase tickets, seems to be about $400 each. For all ten to get here, we need to raise $7,000.
I told Amber I would write a blog post to help raise funds for the girls. I know this is a running blog, but runners are the most generous people I know. We’re always spending $30-$100 on running events that are raising funds for various causes. Some of the time we have no idea how much is going to the actual cause. This is a situation where every dollar donated will go directly to getting the girls to the US. This is not a big non-profit, this is a family in Longview, Washington and Haiti and they need help. Please donate what you can, a dollar or a hundred dollars, it’s all needed to get the full $7,000. Click the “Donate” button below and you can send money via PayPal or any of the major credit cards.
In order to make it to the US, the girls also need sponsors. This tells the government that the girls aren’t going to come to the US to be public charges. If you are interested in sponsoring one of the girls, visit the USCIS (US Citizenship and Immigration Services) to download the forms and please contact Amber at wife_of_abdias (at) yahoo.com for more information.
Thank you all for your generosity! Please spread the word and I’ll post an update about the funds raised soon.
by jencrego on January 21, 2010
in General
I quit smoking two years ago today! When someone suggested I write blog post about my old smoking ways, I was a little reluctant. It just seems like the wrong venue here. The old adage, “preaching to the choir” comes to mind. You’re all runners. There couldn’t be any smokers reading this blog, right?
Then I remembered the Race for the Roses last year. I had been a pace leader for the 11:00 pace for the 5k. It was the first time I had paced for an event. It was fun, although carrying that big stick with the pace printed on the flag for the entire distance made me thankful it was just a 5k. After I sweated my way through 3 miles, I hung out at the finish line with some friends so we could cheer on another friend who would be finishing the half soon. Yes, she finishes half marathons in a little more time than it takes me to run a 5k.
While we were waiting, I see a man finish the half marathon and immediately after crossing the finish line, he pulls out a cigarette and lights up. I was shocked. The guy totally kicked butt on the half. He had to have been flying so apparently smoking didn’t mess with him too badly. Now I don’t know the guy so he could be a smoker, or he could just treat (if that’s what you want to call it) himself after the end of a good hard run. Regardless, he made an impression on me.
You see, I loved smoking. A lot. If it wasn’t unhealthy, stinky, and expensive, I might still be smoking it up. I’m glad I quit, mind you. I’m just not one of those people who can smoke a cigarette when I finish a race, or when I’m hanging with friends or whenever the mood (rarely) moves me. When I smoke, I’m a full on smoker.
I tried quitting a few times before, but never wholeheartedly. I remember once I committed to quitting during the busiest time of the year at work. I didn’t even make it to lunch. Another time I quit when I had surgery and was in the hospital for a few days. I was sure I would come out of the hospital a non-smoker, but I lit up in the car on the way home.
This time was different though. I was ready and running helped get me there. This was before I saw the man at the Race for the Roses, so in my mind, running and smoking just didn’t fit together. I was running toward a healthier lifestyle and smoking just wasn’t in the picture I had formed in my head.
I started out on the patch. After a couple of weeks, I forgot to put the patch on for a couple of days in a row and I didn’t want to put nicotine back in my body when it was already on its way out of my system. So the 12 week patch system took me 2 weeks. Again, I had to have been ready because if you had known me as a smoker, you’d know that was pretty much a miracle.
At first, I thought about smoking or not smoking almost nonstop. Then each day and week got a little better. I got to the point that I would think, “Wow, I haven’t thought about smoking since yesterday” and then “in a few days” and it just kept getting further from my mind.
I’m so glad for what I’ve received in return for giving it up. Even if I could do both like that mysterious guy at the Race for the Roses, I wouldn’t want to. Life is so much different now and I’m sure none of my running friends would like to carpool to our run while I have a smoke hanging out the car window. They don’t mind the smell of sweat, but smoke? No way!
If there are any smokers reading this post, I would really like to encourage you to give it up. We all know the health risks so without even touching that entire issue, I’ll just say that a smoke-free, running life is good, even better beyond measure. Try it and you just might agree.
Oh man, cross training is really kicking my butt. Since I can’t run right now, I’ve been concentrating on other ways to workout. I was trying to show my husband a new exercise I learned last night and I couldn’t even go through the motions. My butt and hamstrings are absolutely screaming for mercy.
Isn’t it funny how the after burn of working out makes you feel like you worked out really hard? Or am I the only one who feels like the more I hurt afterward, the better my workout must have been? (The term “hurts so good” comes to mind) The only problem with this theory is that sometimes I lack the commitment to head back to the gym on the days that I’m already sore. How do you handle the soreness and working out through it?
26.2 miles! I know a few marathoners, but I haven’t taken that leap myself yet. My sister, a few good friends…people are running and walking marathons in record numbers. There was a controversial NY Times article a while back about slow runners participating in marathons. The article had a negative connotation and basically gave the opinion that less than elite runners don’t have a place in a marathon. Of course, I vehemently disagreed with the article and voiced my opinion here. I believe, as so many people do, that marathons are for just about everyone.
I have a friend who competes. She’s not a professional runner, but when she gets to the starting line, whatever distance it is, she’s on fire. She bolts for the finish with sheer determination to win, to be the fastest she can, to be the best that she can. And she almost always places, whether it’s over all, for her age group, she has countless trophies and medals. She works hard for her successes with running. She’s in that group of runners that the rest of us can look up to, be proud of, and know that we’ll never come close to that level and that’s ok. God love her, that girl is fast.
Most of us have less lofty running goals. We don’t aim to win. We just want to complete the run and hopefully, just maybe, set a personal record. Those are the people, the marathoners who make running events so popular today. A friend of mine completed a marathon today. It was her third, but her first time running it. It was a spectacular event for her and I am so happy for her success. She finished the marathon in just over 6 hours, which was a PR by about a half hour. She called me afterward while she was icing her leg. She was tired and worn out, but she gave it all she had and completed the mileage.
By putting herself out there and moving her body even when she wanted quit, she accomplished something great. This is exactly the “average joe” runner who is inspiring to so many others, including me. My friend will go back to work and her daily living, and she will be more of an inspiration to the people in her life than she even realizes. By accomplishing her goals, she tells others that they can to. That’s an awesome thing.
Congratulations, friend!